Courtesy of Sze May.

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Anyways, I wanna ask for an opinion.

You see, now I'm kinda busy with 2 website jobs which would solely take up about 2 more weeks. Apart from that, I'm very involved in organizing Project E.P.I.C - if you haven't already heard about it, visit our Facebook Group page. I also intend to take up Mandarin classes, but I have no idea how intensive it should be to suit the different circumstances of my options.

On the other hand, I definitely need to start working soon, and as many of us already know, auditing and gonna give you shit free weekends for long. So there goes my n00b photography (which didn't produce any glorifying results anyway, so nvm) and pointless web design (which also didn't catch on - but i like doing it! wth) as hobbies. I'd now be spending weeknights dreading numbers, keyboards and stacks of papers and files. Not to mention ffk-ing family meets and lepaking with friends. Oh well.

So now comes the real problem. I'm now waiting for my final results for my Advanced Audit & Assurance paper which would arrive on the 15th of Feb (yes, 2nd day of new year - no more tong chang tong chang, it'll then be goncang goncang kepala). So, if I fail, I will be working full-time and studying one paper part-time, which I think is taboo because it's just !@#!#(&%#$ insane when I look at my friends still going back to their offices in the middle of exam period!

Also, the problem is that my dad keeps drilling it into my soul that it's already so late and that my applications will never be accepted or even touched by a single finger because of 99999 reasons. first one would be that I'm so OLD, already wasted 1 year still studying in college wtf. second one would be that I don't have this FIRE in me, this UNDYING PASSION AND HUNGER to improve and learn. The third reason onwards would be with regard to laziness and spending too much time chatting rubbish with my friends on the computer.

I think I basically know that I'm supposed to hand in my CV like right now already, but I'm just scared. like. wet my pants kinda scared. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Afraid to step into a different world and lose what I've always had. Yea.

So I just need you to help me get back on my feet and just FRICKING PERSUADE ME TO GO EDIT MY CV NOW AND HAND IT IN. LIKE. NOW.

NO MORE WAITING.

LIKE.

!@#$%%^*1@%!@^!# NAOOOOOOO!