"What am i still living for?"
"This disease... why did it choose me?
"I accept who i am now."

- Ikeuchi Aya


The message told by these 11 episodes relate to the meaning of life and what to do once you know it. Some say it's humanity, acting on the basis of helping others - contributing to charity, brightening up someone's day or even conforming to the act of justice and peace. Others might say the meaning of life is achieving your greatest potential, be it skill of profession, making new discoveries and so on. Religion also provides reason for this issue, saying that the meaning of life may be an assessment of spirit, character and will for the afterlife. Sadly, as for me, i haven't found the meaning of my life. And hopefully, in the near future, i'd discover my purpose here, on earth.

It's a really good show. Seriously, the title says it all. 1 Litre of Tears.

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Well as for life's update, i'd say it all in four words.

"she is confusing me."

i don't know. she's the 20 guy friends and 2 girl friends kinda person. i mean. all three of them are! maybe it's just me. whether i'm unlucky, or it's just so happened that my personality is attracted to girls who are popular among the opposite gender. hmmph. i'm scared. i guess i shouldn't do anything to spoil our friendship. not a big deal anyway. and no, this one's not my classmate. she's... an old friend. well, friends are good, aren't they? so i guess i'll stay as a friend. =]

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"Besides that, the Health and Safety Regulation 1992 states that companies require..."

"OKAY TIME'S UP! PUT DOWN YOUR PENS,"

i'm screwed. I totally skipped three out of five questions, 20 marks each. i tell you, if i get at least 30 for paper 5, i'd say that i did quite well in that hall. As for paper 3 and 4, i'm hoping for a pass. w00t! I better get ready for some screwing sessions with dear daddy. haha he said if i fail any single paper on the way to ACCA part 3, the world will fall on me. and when he says that kinda thing... haha you know what i mean. Well, better get into the studying mood then.

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What else is there... Oh yes... yea. my life. my life's okay. my life is good. my life is great. my life SUCKS! Everyone bringing emo issues to me. And i'm always reminded of my emo life. All my emo events. emo feelings. emo emo emo. EMO!!!! Okay i'll stop it.

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So that's it for my mock exams.. now i have to face my finals, for these three papers. Urgh. a 1-month study leave. hailat la. I'll be like going out everyday. i'll be emo-ing everyday. distracted by her. distracted by you. distracted by everyone. wth... did i just say her... who is her. what is she doing in my life. i'm seriously confused. she's got her own confusion to deal with, and when does, i try to help her. and everytime i do, i involve myself in something i shouldn't. and i think i just messaged her about it. and...it's 12am now.. and so she's going to reply... hmm... yea i think she knows already. oh well. this is so embarassing. i'm blogging nonsense. okay i think i need to come back soon. but not now. to you readers, sorry. gotta run, deal with some stuff. see yall soon

jomi, out

"Of Chinese Educated Students and Bare Feet,"

Well, i'd say the title would explain it all. These group 4 girls. Noisy. Hmmph. Seriously you know! That girl between Kristyn and I, sitting one row above us... She took off her heels and just let her feet swing around between Kris and I! Like double you tee eff man?! So gross!

Well, at least there was some fun in class... If not, we'd be moulding in our seats, highliting notes and copying answers. Not to mention the blinking disco fluorescent lights they call "twinkle twinkle little star". Chun Howe owes us a song. Who agrees please spam my cbox.
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"EXAM IS THIS THURSDAY MAN. LIKE, WUTTAHELL wEHHHH,"

Revision plans are not really happening according schedule. Wait a minute, what schedule. OWE AM JEE. I'm so0o0o gonna fail paper 5 for mock. HEY! WAIT! Adam Khoo said, "There are no failures, only learning experiences."

*Inspirational Feeling*
*Semangat Orchestra Song*
*Closes eyes, smiles, sighs*

NO I'M PANICKING!!! AaaahhhHHH!!! DIE LAh! DIE LAH! DIE DIE DIE!!!
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I think I can get use to bringing food from home to college. I've like suddenly stopped bringing food from home for about 2 months... and my expenses leaped from Kinabalu to Everest! In Jomi Language, it contributes to the promising process of a system which provides great financial stability and worry-free reliability in my future years. In English, it allows me to save money. Hope i can continue to keep in mind the consideration of saving money for future use or emergencies, rather than spend it ALL ON FOOSBALL AND FOOD AND SAMFESTS AND KAJANG SATAY AND FRUIT PLUS AND THE WITHDRAWAL FEE FOR WITHDRAWING MONEY FROM FOREIGN ATMs OTHER THAN MAYBANK'S. (wtf?!)
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Oh yea. My monday wasn't a very pleasant Monday. We were headed for Damansara Uptown from Sunway College, coz Ms. Yong Sun had to attend her dentist appointment. And only God knows the reason why i chose Kajang Satay for teatime. I really don't know why. It was so random. And so came the parking process, when Jeremy drove the car into the space, turned off the engine, and all of us got out and headed for the satay. We were forgetting something though... But oh well, we went to enjoy our meal.

"Shit la, kena saman."

What!? Oh my gosh, why does it always happen when i'm here... Like the time we were in Pyramid, we lost our parking ticket after we paid for it at the machine, on the way to the car. Shucks man. And I always believed it was my fault. Coz I was the last one to pass it to him. 20 bucks there. And now? HUNDRED RINGGIT?!?!?! ARRHH!! MY FAULT AGAIN!
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When can i ever become a sensible, responsible, reliable, assertive, extrovertive, hard-working, trustworthy, skillful, experienced, (the list is in my drawer...) person. Hmmph.

3.57am, GMT+8:00. Jomi, out.

"Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave,"

Click Five!!! Seems so happening... too bad i didn't go hor? She hasn't messaged me about it the whole night, so i guess she's really busy having the time of her life. Weird though, yuen messaged me at about 10.30pm saying it ended... And the event didn't really sound amusing from the way she wrote... Oh well, it's not my kinda thing though.

What else is there... erm...

SIX HOURS OF PAPER 3!?

Hmmph... We've like... already learnt it for SPM... and now we have to go through it again. Hmmph... Guess that's why i'm always sleepy in class. DEPRIVED OF EXCITEMENT.

Well, Friday Night's SamFest was... well, i'd say... it was reasonably happening la. Not really that intriguing... That's why everyone ditched it for AC. Haha. Foosing all night. But of course we didn't miss the Shuffle Competition. Super fake man. It's like up to the dude the choose the winner. No true judges and proper elimination. BOO! But still, he won 200 bucks and a free handphone, plus we all had free drinks on him, so

CONGRATS JINN~!!

More foosing and foosing and... sweaty rods... and lousy pulls... Hmmph. I guess i was never really fated to excel is foos. Guess i'd better stay in the noob's section, eh? With my good ol' buddies, Mr. Powerless Pull, Ms. Cant Snake at All and Mr. Sam Is Right My Rolling Snake is Inconsistent. Not to mention shuffling skills... it's like almost ZERO. And i'm so hyped up about it. Haha. that stupid Wayne. Saying la he cannot shuffle liquid all... Mana tahu go up stage the dude sendiri syok man. Basket. Jealousy.

Like Cheez said, I need more events. More exposure. More experience I guess? Ok ok i stop being excited.

BLOODY MOCK THIS THURSDAY!!!

Please motivate me to study... I really need to pass these 3 papers. Bugger some more have to finish my dad's accounts by tonight. AAAHH!!! Everything will feel like SPM again. Hmmph. Mindmaps. Colourful Notes. Highlighting. Practice Questions.

Haha. seriously, you look good in that kinda outfit. I mean, it's not even an outfit! It's like super chinchai, grab stuff from your cupboard and run off to school. Well, i didn't say i don't like what you do now, but... I mean.. I don't know how to explain it... It just shows a personality that i favour... Catch my drift? But please don't get offended... It's not that it's not okay if you continue your current. Chill. =]

Well, that's all for now, gotta get to work. Remind me to update this stupid thing more frequently!

Jomi, out.

This week somewhat seems eldritch(wtf!?!?) . Everything's so confusing. Weird, mostly. But, well, life's like an old, tarred road. Bumpy with bumps, and holy with holes. Ups and downs. That's the beauty of life isn't it? Because if you have too many ups, you'll soon be wondering why isn't there any downs? and you'll feel deprived of something. your frequent 'down' moments. YEAH ANYWAY.

One of the exhiliriting eldritch moments was.. l eaving my wallet behind.. TWICE!! Once was in the morning bus to sunway, and i left it on my seat... THANK THE SKIES for making that dude run and pass me my wallet. The second time was at the com lab... I was like * PLEASE LORD... don't do this to me... please leave it there until i find it... I promise... i WONT leave it around again... And.. yes... again... Thank the skies...

Another event was... yes, the new chapter of college. Which, i think, has just introduced an ending to it. Well, i guess it's not very appropriate or even necessary to explain it now, but if i have regurgitated correctly... It's not good. =]

And now is 9.25pm on a Tuesday Night,

The[Return to Hectic]Badger said:
hey...can u help me have a look to see if my office keys on the rubber neck strap are lying around my table

The[Return to Hectic]Badger said:
or somewhere there?

The[Return to Hectic]Badger said:
please

jomi said:
wait ar

jomi said:
i finish my blog entry

The[Return to Hectic]Badger says:
erm erm

The[Return to Hectic]Badger says:
i play one dota firsT?

jomi says:
WHAT THE

jomi says:
i'm coming in

jomi says:
13 minutes

Ciao.

PAPER 5 CLASS ON SUNDAY!!??!

Paper 5 is the first Management Paper for CAT. Yeap. We call 'em by paper number. 3 classes had joined together for an extra class with our dear old Mr Jay, who apparently had an appearance similar to a prison escapee, except his outfit had a collar and seemed to be from one of those golfing accessories shops.

5 DARN LONG HOURS OF FRAUD, INTERNAL CONTROL, STAFF VETTING, RESPONSIBLITY OF FRAUD PREVENTION AND ALL THE NONSENSE!

Had a good time though... Started off with my 2 kaya pao's and a char siew pao at 11.30am, in the midst of learning about internal checks. Brilliant.

The usual lunch at the 'Orange' Corner Restaurant. A nice steaming Claypot Lo Shi Fun for me, which burned my tongue, causing my mind to tell myself not to tackle anymore food prone to damaging my tongue any further. !!??!?!

CLASS, CLASS, CLASS, break, CLASS CLASS CLASS...


Finally, we ended our excitement and joy with Mr Jay in Audi 5... or one of those Auditoriums... Stood around the foyer, talking, chatting with classmates until about 5.30 and left for KJ LRT Station in Jeremy's Hot White Proton Wira, along with Kristyn and SueAnn.

ZzzZZzzzZZZZzzzz....


"EI! We're HERE ADI!"
"Oh shiat sorry! okay thanks alot! See you 2moro! Thanks again!"


SueAnn and I got off and headed for the Station on the opposite side of the highway. She intended to catch the Free Shuttle Bus to 1 Utama, where her dad can fetch her back home. Talked a little while waiting. MY JACKET! Wait, oh yea, i asked her to keep it. She said she was feeling darn cold in the rain... But yea, i don't mind giving the jacket to her...

Hmmph...She's always confusing me... Sometimes she seems like she really cares for me, and sometimes she acts as if i'm not there... So brain twisting... In Jeremy's car... She was sleepy so she had a nap... on my lap... and it just...felt so familiar... I had the feeling of... caring for someone else again...I had the feeling of... knowing that i'm not truly alone in this world... I had the feeling of love... Well.. honestly... I guess my feelings for her are just...on and off... I really haven't included the whole trust aspect into her yet... Hmmph... Time will tell...

As she hopped on to the bus when it arrived, It was about 6.15pm, so i rushed to the side of the highway, where we were previously, and waited for a cab.

"Taman Mayang?"
Cab driver nods, I get into the car.
"Berapa, boss?"
"Tiga Linggit,"
"Wa, mahal oh, boss..."
"Mana ada mahal... Betul la tiga linggit,"

Oh what the hell, i was desperate.

RILEY'S ! ! ! w00t !


Had a nice practice game with myself, along with my good ol' buddies, Mr. Tennis Grip, Mr. Black Rubber Band, and Mr Two Ringgit. Haha. MY PULL WORKS! But my snake has deteriorated. Hope i'll get it back soon... Stupid snake...

"Jon, your mom's coming from Subang and she said there's a massive TRAFFIC JAM at Sunway Pyramid. How bout you call her now, if you need a ride?"
"Oh i've passed Western Digital adi. Reaching KJ Station," =Þ
"Oh okay, then we'll meet you at Marco's Pizza later la. At about 7.30pm. Book a table first. See you,"
"Okay. Bye dad,"

* HOLY FUGGIN CRAP! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET A TAXI FROM HERE TO THERE!!! *

Haha. Quickly Finished my last two balls. PANGK!* WATHUNK* Ran downstairs, and oh no! it's raining! Wait, no, it's drizzling... I guess it'll be okay if i walked. But something amazed me... after about 5 minutes of a brist walk through the housing area and a park, with a few lefts and rights around the junctions and corners, I reached the shoplots area, facing the LDP, opposite the KJ LRT Station.

WTF?!!?!? MY SENSE OF DIRECTION SO GOOD?!

Haha. I was almost laughing when i reached the restaurant. So proud of myself. Well, that's about it actually. Had a super bloating dinner of 2 spaghetti meals and 2 large pizza's shared among the 4 of us, at a lousy F&B(Accounting Short Fo..... sorry not Accounting.... it's a "GENERAL" Short Form Term for Food and Beverage) outlet.

And now, i'm here, typing away some useless post, explaning my whole day. which seemed boring and dull. Doing my dad's accounts now. On Excel. Whee!

Please comment on my banner. Suggestions are welcomed too. See you soon!

Oh and yea, Friday...eh sorry... Saturday night's Malam Kebudayaan at SMDU was hap i tell you. Reeeaaalll Hap. Especially our performance. Right guys? Wahahaha! FROM ICELAND! THE JC SHUFFLERS!!! w00t!!!

Not to mention more foosing at Riley's at about 11pm.

See you soon.

Hmm...

It's 2.42am now. GMT+8.00, if you're wondering.

Someone help me. I've got a test in 7 hours rand 17 minutes. And i've BARELY finished my revision for it.

"Isn't it quite easy?"
"I wouldn't take any chances,"
"Then why aren't you studying your head off? You're like wasting time, writing in your blog, thinking you will be able to make it through,"
"Yup."

Jomi and his Conscience were debating about Progress Test that was drawing nearer to them every moment, although they had not a clue to what they were talking about, 5 minutes later.

That darn John Grisham. His book suddenly aroused my interest in it, miraculously. But the problem is that i read like tortoises and snails so I consume much of my time reading patiently, intead of studying and revising.

You should read it! It says on the back, "EACH BOOK JACKET SHOULD BEAR A WARNING TO CONSUMERS: 'DETRIMENTAL TO SLEEP. YOU MAY READ ALL NIGHT.' " - Atlanta Constitution.

Stupid exaggerators.

Well then , I guess it's time to sleep. So good night to yall, eat the food at Mosin, it's good and healthy. Jonny end his show, Zh'ng my blog, at 2.57am. Thank You.

"Another Day of Misery?"
"I'd say Another Day of Experience."

"Sometimes, in fact most of the time, life isn't fair, and all you have to do is cope with what is in front of you, rather than complain, because complaints are rather useless and regretful. Search for something that you enjoy which you can dwell on, without thinking about the past."

Generally, we're not being very good together, lately. My Wednesday and Thusrday had been covered in thick confusion and dissatisfaction. I mean, she writes and posts entries in her blog, as if i'm not supposed to read them. It's as if i don't have access to it, and so she can write all her personal feelings about me like how she wished that i would notice her feelings for me and what she did for me, hoping for favours in return. She even says stuff like she loves me, i love her and that's all she wants, eventhough she thinks we can't be together because of what she did, which is unforgivable. A whole load of... hmmph...

Life Goes On,

So i decided to settle it last night, although it didn't go according to plan. Must have mistakened one of the phrases. So she went to her usual 'Ignore the Jomi' game. Well, lucky enough for me, I had successfully ended my Thursday without grudges, hatred, dissatisfaction or of those sort. She had indirectly forgiven me a little, continuing with life, talking and foosing with me. And so came the night, as i was dreading to ask that question again, but figuring the perfect method and moment to begin the extraction. And again, lucky enough for me, The flow was cool and smooth, i had managed to get her confession, hoping that it's REALLY TRUE. To 'you', It's not so bad you know... it's just the little mistakes human beings do. Don't worry too much about it. Just DONT DO IT AGAIN, yea?

Well personally, i don't really have any strong feelings for her. Maybe because she's not the one i'd long for and go drooling around for, all day. Or rather, i don't think she'll be the one i'd see myself with, happily, in the next few years. I'm guessing, for now, i'd stay here, with myself, alone, for awhile. maybe 6 or 7 months, having friends, playing games, and staring at other chiques. I'm too short anyway. How am i gonna go for anyone else, in the first place. All the nice fish are either taller than me, too high class, or already taken.

Above all that, she's cool, she's attractive. She's a great friend whom i can go to when i'm down, when i need someone to share my issues with... and lastly, a foosball partner!

So far so good, we got our results for PT1(progress test 1) for Paper 4, Accounting for Costing, and Paper 5, Managing People and Systems. I managed a 77% for paper 4, and 62.5% for paper 5.

WOOT! i feel so proouuuddd of myselffffff.

eventhough my dad said "62.5...isn't... very good yet.... these kind of papers, you should aim for about 70 plus..."

SCREW YOU MAN! haha jkjk. I mean like, my senior, Cynthia Ong, she's in the 2nd semester of CAT, and if i'm not mistakened, she didn't manage to pass her P5 for the same progress test AND SHE'S LIKE THOSE BRIGHT STUDENTS WHOM I LOOK UP TO! Not to boast about anything, but... WTH? aim so high?

But in the end, yea i guess i should be aiming for 99% so i can achieve the world prize. w00t.

Will be having a double PT again this Saturday,
a) Progress Test 1 for P3
b) Parents-Teacher Day.

Please remind me to study for the above statement in (a), and for (b), mom and dad, i'll work harder! and lecturers, I'M NOT THAT NOISY AND UNATTENTIVE IN CLASS SO DONT TALK NONSENSE.

Will see you again soon, diary. Ciao!

Favourite book: John Grisham - The Broker (unexpectedly)
Favourite song: Anberlin - Ready Fuels

Halow, my name Jonny. Welcome to "Zh'ng My Blog".

Firstly, Jonny talk about SAC(Sunway ACCA Club) '3rd Social Gathering Night".

Well, it was good, not that bad... I'll rate it about 6/10. for the remaining 4/10, I guess it's just the co-ordination, food and refreshments, and sequence of events. But it was cool. The theme this time was

"PROVE TO US THAT YOU'RE NOT SQUARE"


JonMing: Waa can you imagine what people would wear on that night?
Kristyn: I'm not going so i don't really care...
Sue Ann: I'm gonna wear devil horns!
Su-N: I dono what to wear...

Oh gosh... and as the story has been told,















JomiSueAnn.




Clockwise from left:
Ming Yoke
Wan Yong
Lynn Yee
Jeremy
Sutha
Kai Shien
Wui Lee
Chun Howe
Sue Ann
Seow Yen



Where am I? behind the camera. Always Behind The Camera.
Anyway, it was quite fun though. Loved the play. It was about people referring to ACCA and CAT students as "square".

KUMARAN, YOU ROCK!!!! haha.


The play was very similar to the movie "She's All That" with Freddy Prince Jr. and the chique. What's her name again. Anyway, yea, it was about this dude, making a deal with his friend, that Kumaran will beat his friend to getting a date with some hot chique in college, Grace. Yeala, so he went through the teasing and dreadful embarassment process, and finally the make over. Haha. so,


ACCA AND CAT STUDENTS AREN'T STRAIGHT!


Well, the other part was the fishy "Hi JonMing, can i have your nametag please,"
Omg! Yvonne Choi wants my name tag!! w00t! well actually she's not that hot.. for me... Don't know why all the other guys are raving over her... So i gave it to her, and SueAnn told me "Best Dress i think. She asked for mine too.

KANENAH mana tahu when we were called out for the nominees, we had to do some catwalk... Basket so malufying.

I guess it was a good social night. The SAC(Sunway ACCA Club) got to introduce the committee to the freshmen, not to mention how much the happening-ness of the Club was promoted.

"Omg you look so hot in your pictures!!!"

She's just the same as ChaiYing. Ish. Since when were i be the hot. I'm like those lonely people who have nothing better to do but foos everyday and blog. I'm a dumbass. Well, that's about it, apart from recieving a medal for 2nd place in basketball 3on3 competition during the SAC Sports Day.

See you soon, diary

Dang.

STUPID EXCEL CLASS 3 - 6pm.

Guess the Riley's will be off for me. Yall have fun.

But ma ybe we 'll go after dinner.

Dear Diary,

JOHN GRISHAM I HATE YOU. Actually i don't hate you, i just dislike the idea of having to like you.

Today. A memorable day. Such happening events. Sleeping, reading, Sitting, Bombing, Bathing, Computering, Blogging and so many more.

New photo in my wallet!

Was in pyramid... like, between classes.. when we had a 4 hour break or something. She like taking pictures with me. Okay maybe not with me, But she just likes taking pictures. With her

.

I kinda like that phone. But it's so chunky! Double Camera. Expandable, so i don't have to carry another mp3 player around.

She's getting better at foosball. She says she went to breaker's today with her friend. And Dickson taught her some styles and techniques at sunway too. Aish. She's addicted.

SUE ANN YOU'RE ADDICTED!

Well, at least she'll never surpass my skill. Because

I'M ADDICTED TOO!

Riley's Tomorrow. About 5pm. Then ss2 food court for dinner. Please spread the word. Will be back, diary. See you soon!

God if you can hear me out alright,

Please take these feelings for her inside,

My chest hurts when i breathe tonight,

It's wasting me away, you're wasting me away,

You're wasting me away.



Anberlin - (the symphony of) blasé

Dude, where's my www.jomi.tk?

I'm guessing this will be my permanent blog as of now, since i have insufficient time and energy to initiate my so called 'jomi.tk' personal blog, with all the so called personal designs and personal domain name...

I'm like trying to be all formal in my entries... few dumb reasons for it:

Misi jonming.blogspot.com

1. Memupuk sifat konfidens dalam diri jomi
2. Menanam visi 'kebolehan menggunakan bahasa Inggeris dengan cemerlang' dalam diri jomi
3. Menyelesaikan konfiusyen tentang sebab-sebab jomi menggunakan bahasa Melayu dalam menetapkan misyen-misyen jonming.blogspot.com.


Okayla actually i signed up for it to increase my capacity in learning the English Language, which my dad says i suck at. I somehow realized that blogging would allow my hidden potential to unleash its POWER! RAR! But seriously, sometimes, all the random bombasticians wordings pop out of my head in my entries. Di samping itu, I'm reading John Grisham's 'The Broker'. And the worst part is... I've missed the meanings for at least TEN WORDS on the first page... Wait lemme go fetch it...

"In the waning hours of a presidency that was..."
"thirty-one days from inauguration to death..."
"At that moment he felt as if he'd botched every decision..."
"...desperate pleas from thieves and embezzlers and liars..."
"...only a few had ever gotten the chance to proclaim their support..."
"How sad that after four tumultuous years of leading the free world it would all fizzle into one miserable pile of..."

What The Hell?!

I seriously need to improve my english if i'm ever going to continue in my CAT and ACCA course at Sunway with confidence... or at least Pass my way through... Simple english also i cannot understooded. I be the dumb. SPANK ME

Nananapupu. Haha, new lingo in college life. She's so cute.... everything's all Boo Boo Bluek and Spongebob... Nananapupu... Random-nya. She's coooooool mahn. To *you, will write more about *you soon... don't worry. =]