Jonming.com - Making the Right Choice

Finally, the perfect moment to realize,

What a mindless fool i was,

To think I could have pulled it off,

To think I could have pleased you,

To think of you as my soulmate.

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It was fake, it was all fake, you were fake,

You didn't have the courage for love,

As love may be defined, not as "finding the perfect someone" but "seeing the perfection in an imperfect someone",

You're perfect,

Perfect for weakness,

Perfect disregard for interest and empathy,

Perfect disaster for me.

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I thought I had the word 'importance' on me,

I thought I had the word 'perseverance' around me,

But obviously i had been drastically proven wrong,

Others telling me,

Stories you should be telling me,

Tales of your fun, laughter, peace and joy,

Bestow jealousy and low esteem to thoughts,

Initiating the sorrow of my weeks,

Presenting anger upon my veins,

Because you simply weren't determined,

Because you were selfish,

Because you don't care anymore.

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But it's too late,

The wasted years have passed,

The spectacular moments, languished,

The ringing memories, emaciated,

All because of routine and boredom,

Setting aside the power of love,

To continue the velvet bond.

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I would have done so much more for you.

If only I had that one more chance.

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