Everyone has bad habits... 'biting nails'... 'making bad decisions'... Well, mine's nothing big actually. It's just bothering me that i have to do it so often these days, that i've never had higher self-esteem than when i didn't, at all.

Feeling sorry for myself.

Even dad realized it a few days ago. Lectured me about exams and not studying... still enjoying myself and wasting time. He said he came into the room one night, switched on the light, and said "why are you staring at the ceiling in the darkness?"

Yep. It's a reeaaally bad habit. Time Consuming. Self-Esteem Diminishing. Extensive-Trouble Causing. But it's good for the eyes though. Cleans the tear glands.

So what about this bad habit? What makes you so special?

We, single guys... ya know... like Darryl and Wayne... we go to college everyday.. to, so called, study, but we do none other than what losers do in teenage-populated areas.

Look at chiques.

And what's so relevant about that to your bad habit?

Nothing. that's exactly what i'm talking about. I am so irrelevant, that i feel sorry for myself, thinking about my ex, everyday. what i did, what i didn't do, what i could have done, what i shouldn't have done... I mean... who on earth thinks about their ex everyday for 10 months?

I just had a peek at my old xanga, just to see if anything would catch my attention. Yea we had a blog together, started up early last year, but she had mainly covered it with her thoughts and i'd just drop by a couple of times to express mine.

I had proven to myself how much time can change people. And how much it can't. It's been a year and all i've done is think back about that same frame in time, when we parted, when i begged her, when she ditched me. And in contrast, it's been a year and she's moved on, she's having fun, perhaps, she's found someone.

As i scroll through the posts, i tend to tear, catching the 'i miss him's and the 'i love him's. (wa so perasan). What am i to do, now that i know nothing would go back to where it was, although i still act and think like it can. Always the thought of how i could send her a lorry full of flowers and a diamond ring, accompanied by the thought of her slamming the door in front of the delivery boy after saying "just tell that dumbass that it's over between us and that he should get a life,". All these thoughts creeping up to my head in the darkness.

I wish she could just slap me hard once and for all, tell me in the face that i was a total loser, that now i am a total stranger, and pierce me with an ice blade, through my right ventricle of the heart. That way, i don't need to bother her anymore, neither would i need to burden my parents by wasting away their precious funds in providing me with a future.

But hey, i'm still here. that was only a wish. maybe i'll find someone better. someone better than her, someone who could balance out her friendships and her relationship, and cope with it. someone who wouldn't ditch me.

I guess i just felt like updating my blog, but didn't have any amusing ideas. Well anyway, a blog is a blog right. it's a phone chat with your punching bag to spill everything out that's bothering your mind. it's a diary to record your life's transactions. omg. TRANSACTIONS. holy crap. i'm an accountant.

AND NOW, FOR TWO OF YOUR WORST BAD HABITS, I TAG:

Michelle
Cheez
YingJane
Keshia
Maddy
and KWFC!

Paper 6: Drafting Financial Statements

• Tuesday, 31 Oct 2006 (not completed)

Paper 7: Planning, Control & Performance Management

• Monday, 30 Oct 2006 (not completed)

Paper 8: Implementing Audit Procedures

• Saturday, 28 Oct 2006 (completed)

Paper 9: Preparing Tax Computations

• Monday, 30 Oct 2006 (not completed)

One down, three to go!

The Picture Tag.

Don't you get bored of these dragging and dull tags that say...

Describe yourself. - i have brown hair, i'm in a relationship, i'm slim and tall...

What's your favourite food & beverage? - Lasagne, Orange Juice, Sa Hor Fun...

Don't you just feel like scrolling through, skipping the whole bunch of mundane words which would figuratively take you to Pulau Slumber before you reach the end.

What were you doing at 12a.m. yesterday? - Forgot

A cat or a dog for your birthday? - Already have one!

Don't you wanna just close that window and visit www.jonming.blogspot.com.

Well, of course you do.

Because at jonming.blogspot.com, you get to enjoy viewing specially generated tags, dedicated to you with pictures! Not only that, you also get to discover the marvelous humour and entertainment provided in the page.

So come on over to www.jonming.blogspot.com, today!

Gosh. i'm so full of myself.

Anyway, preferably use photos from your own archive, not the internet.

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1. Describe yourself.

(L)

2. No, seriously, describe yourself.

3. What role do you think our government plays in improving our nation's economy?

Spring role.

4. If you could throw something at your enemy, what would it be?

5. Where's the worst place to get a pus-filled zit?

6. Who are the three people, among your friends, who have changed the most?

Okayla maybe not noel.

7. What do you think of drinking soup from cups?

8. If you had special powers, what would it be?

9. What's your favourite food?

1901 Chicago Beef.

(wahlao hun yee your dog seriously look like hot dog leh)

10. If your close friend has just left the country to pursue his/her studies overseas, what would you do to tease her since she can't do anything about it now?

Haha Loner!

11. How do you think you sleep at night?

12. And what does your mom tell you as to how you really sleep at night?

13. What's the longest you've emo-ed for?

14. What would you say to a playful kid in mischief around you while you're studying?

15. Who are your four favourite heroes?

Maddy's Angels.

16. Who's the horniest person you know?

Sue Ann!

17. What do you feel like eating now?

18. When you're paranoid about spiritual figures trailing you, what do you think of?

Yes, that's Ying.

19. What kind of face would you show to someone who stole your girl/boy away?

20. What's your ideal school uniform?

21. Your best pick-up line so far.

22. What do you feel like stepping on at the moment?

23. Who are the two people in this world who absolutely can't count?

Me.

(if you don't get it, don't count this one in.)

(WAHAHAHA)

24. And finally, what do you feel like doing now, after finishing this post?

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That's all for today folks.

Bloody knnccbpkmsh college library damn cold.

Thank god for the com labs.

sam: jo... feel like climbing la. yun's there now i think

jomi: i just sent my brother there

sam: so how? wanna climb anot?

jomi: i...

jomi: i...

jomi: AIYAR OKAYLA i'm COMING in 15 minutes.

jomi: 20, with msian timing.

Tahukah Anda?



Malaysian Timing brings forth one of
the several descriptions within the Malaysian
society's punctuality. As referred to the matter
by Sam, Malaysian Timing is proportionately
caused by the procrastination of an individual
when expected to perform his/her duty, perhaps
to attend an event or carry out a task. Malaysian
Timing basically projects a delay in one's simple
agenda, presenting his/her punctuality as that of
mild non-compliance with timeliness.

I headed for Sam's place in the hills of Sulaiman while having some drifting fun on the way. I'd almost collided with 2 other parked cars while jamming the handbrake and tapping the hydraulics around a corner. But thanks to my skill, I maneuvered the car to safety, keeping it in one piece. w00t!

Aiyar i know i'm still a noob la. But that area had the roads a little damp so it wasn't difficult! (loo, remember that time you offered to burn the drifting lesson video for me...)

Anyway, Sam suggested i park on Burhanuddin, across 1u. The jam at the crossroads would make you pee before the Proton's air-conditioner does. He says it would take at least 20 minutes to reach the lights, and another, to cross over and find parking inside the mall.

Walk, walk, walk...

Wait, wait, wait...

Walk, walk, walk...

Hi Chrislyn! Hi Euwing!

Walk, walk, walk...

wait wait wait...

up the elevator tor tor...

Camp5!

We posed and posed and posed.

We climbed and climbed and climbed.

We waited and waited and waited.

But Yun still didn't turn up.

We were both feeling so...

YUN!

It's! OMG! Yun!

A mee-ray-curl!

(miracle)

he just *poofed* out of nowhere!

Yay ! ! !

Now we can have fun!

So much fun in a bun under the sun!

with Yun!

(i still don't friggin know what he was doing in that pic...)

(like stunt crew in movie production)

yun: i got to the over-hang...

yun: managed to do abit of the over-hang...

yun: then ended up hanging over...

(gosh what a "joke". xD)

There was this lady, apparently she's one of the Camp5 staff, according to Sam.

She has a girl and a boy, their both about 6 years old i think... the girl did one of the routes in 29 seconds, she claims. And the boy took some 2 minutes to finish some other route. And today, we have Bruise Lee (sam), doing one of the orange-coloured routes.

He stopped halfway up at 2 minutes.

"Don't worry, Yun. You have all the time in the world."

COZ YOU'RE A NOOB!

WAHAHA.

aiyar okayla you'll be a pro soon.

in the year 2050!

WAHAHA.

okeila you're good.

lovethecolours of the cafe.

I think Lu Xanne looks good there.

No wonder those guys were always sitting around the cafe, pretending to adjust their gear.

So guys, she's stationed at the cafe from 12pm to 6pm this Thursday and Friday!

(Advantages of having a brother who puts up his work time table on the bedroom door)

(oh but she's taken jor... xD )

Yun says i was imagining some chick up there...

wearing a skirt...

SCREWYOUYUN!

All your base are belong to us.

And all your boulder are belong to Sam.

That's Sam.

All in all, it was good fun and experience. New routes are intimidating. (i know i'm short la). Although i'm some noob climber who doesn't really have much interest in climbing.

Since i paid EIGHT BUCKS.

When Sam and Yun paid thirty.

I PAID FOR YOUR DINNER OKEI, SAM. so don't complain.

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Still waiting for pictures from Maddy. Sorry Mad, i forgot to bring my camera that night.

Happy 13thOctober Birthday, Maddy!

Lost and panicked boy: Hey mister! Have you seen him anywhere lately?

Man late for work: Of course I have. He's everywhere. Sorry kiddo, but I gotta run.

Lost and panicked boy: Excuse me ma'am, have you seen him around?

Cleaning lady: I don't think anyone's missed him, dear. He's all over the place! Well, pardon me, but I have to get to work.

Lost and panicked boy: Oh no. What do i do. Where is he. Help me. Someone. Oh www.jonming.blogspot.com... Please come back.

Voice from the sky: Do not worry, little one. I am here.

I'M BACK YO!

Rarh! Finally, like after 10 Aeons, i've found the time and reason to continue entertaining myself with some typing and photo-editing.

Gosh, i'm so lost and excited, i don't know where to begin. I'm like all over the place nowadays. My schedule is so packed, i have to seek psychiatric treatment to calm myself down! =.=

I mean like, check out my schedule weih.

8.00am - Class

10.00am - Class

12.00pm - Class

2.00pm - Class

4.00pm - Sleep

6.00pm - Sleep

8.00pm - Eat

10.00pm - Play

12.00am - Sleep

Holy Crap. The more I see my schedule, the more I panic.

NO TIME TO STUDY!

Okay you know what, screw it. let's just get back to blogging.

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Sunway University College

SCHOLARSHIP & AWARDS

Presentation Ceremony

7th October 2006

It was a Saturday, and I don't know why the hell I wanted to come for this.

OH YES. NOW I REMEMBER.

Kristyn had to, HAD TO stay back in KL because she didn't want to follow her family to Penang for the weekend. hmm. HAD TO.

So, i thought. wow, there actually WAS someone who was going to attend this boring thing, and for god knows why, I ber-go-wida-flo, wearing my pair of jenas and a t-shirt, when everyone had their long-sleeves, ties, slacks and blinding-shiny leather shoes on. The skirts, heels, and collared-wear had also brought the event to an almost GRAND event. rather than semi-formal.

Anyway.

So I reached the Sunway Car Park with my dad honking away at the stalled car in front, and pardoned myself to rush for the initial participants' registration agenda in the multi-purpose hall.

Waited I did, in front of the lift, and up i went, to the 4th floor, squeezing into the remaining 0.5 cubic metres of space in the lift, where all the parents had occupied the rest of the air in the lift with the smell of their morning coffee from the vending machine at the cafeteria.

Shytes. 10.30 adi. Promised Sam with a post now.

Okei, time to take Transnasional Ekspress.

(catch the captions and pics)

"All this Tension just for a Walk up the Stage."

On the way down after receiving my

Tan Sri Dato' Seri Dr. Jeffrey Cheah Entrance Scholarship

bernilai tiga ribu linggit. w00t!

WANG BESAR. WANG BESAR.

Yes it was Kristyn's first time pumping petrol!

Anda telah menang pingat pengiktirafan bertajuk

"Kehebatan Melakukan Perkara yang Lebeh"

Syabas!

Walao really no time adi man. Okay i do point form.

Like Cara Kerja for Kimia Eksperimen.

1. Rushed to 1u.

2. Bought present for Cheez & HY.

3. Practically walked 3 miles from old wing to new wing to old wing xxx times.

4. Rushed back home.

5. Supposed to study.

6. Screw. No time. Do HY's present.

7. 6.45pm, Cheez arrived.

ROMBONGAN KE PULAU SIERRA MAS!

Haha remember the convoy meeting up at the Toll.

MALOPI laugh balls in the car man.

Oh finally... Civilization!

Lynn ar, you look like you're bitching with Pei Lin,

"Oh puh-leeeasee lar Pei Lin!"

See, I told you.

These two Ang-Moh forever in my Camera.

Jinn the Chicken & Jomi the Fork.

wtf. why so random.

wtf. LAGI RANDOM.

WATTUFFF.

LAGIIII RANDOMMMM.

omigod. i can't take this anymore.

Just look at his mouth lar.

Jinn doing his daily prayers to the moon.

"OH TUHAN BULAN,"

"SAMPAIKANLAH SALAMKU KEPADA YANG MAHA ESA."

"TERIMALAH AYAM INI SEBAGAI TANDA KEIKHLASANKU."

Clockwise from Jinn: Ken, Dyan, Alvin, Ernest and Gilbert.

Wait. is that Gilbert?

Okay this one is the best.

We're camwhoring, and we're not looking at the camera.

WTFFF!?!?!?

Why do i have these kind of pictures...

Jolynn: Op. Eskew me. I just farted.

Sam: And lyke, oh my gawd, she came up to me and said...

Sarah: Shut up, Sam.

Ah finally, some decent pictures.

Eh, everyone says Jia Rong looks good in this pic. *hint hint*

Okaylaaa ChongieClub looks good also.

(no comment)

Where is that darn video.

WALAO THIS ONE AR.
Jean arrived and I caught her with this look.

She has the looks that KILL man.

macam DOA.

Actor Lympics.

Credits to Jinn for the free Stomach Exercise Master 3000.

Miss Malaysia 2007.

Haha these two people ar, I think I took at least 5 or 6 pictures of them.

"I'll let you whip me if you misbehave..."

Jolynn - Sexy Back.

Cheez Guitar&NewHaircut&GreySurroundings Shuffle!

And lastly, one of the 4 Birthday Boys & Girls.

Miss Universe 2008!

Haha looking forward to it anot, hun yee?

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Well, in case i forgot to wish any of you on that night,

Happy Birthday

CheeSengHunYeeChenYuanHuiXin!