It's the feeling when you already know something you don't like someone doing, yet you don't want them to know that you know about it.

And then when they see you, they quicklyyyy burrow whatever they were doing and so-darn-obviously act as if i didn't see it, as if I weren't wearing my contacts, if i had any.

I stand there in a very confused state of mixed emotions ranging exhaustion, embarrassment, dread, jealousy, disappointment, and isolation.

The best part is that after a hell of a long time, they think i still don't notice anything. While they are able to do it in front of everyone else, I'm the one person who gets unique treatment, which i still cannot possibly decipher any form of logical and understandable reasoning behind it.

It's like you're alone in the game.

It's like you're trapped.

Labels: life around me